keeping busy helps me a lot to feel better...
i love computer and informatics... i love spending my days programming, creating something new, because i find it easy and funny as i felt when i played Lego with my elder brother...
you put together some pieces and you can see in a few moments the result of your work... it's great, don't you think?
i think that my passion has reborn after she left me, also thanks to my new portable pc...
it's however interesting to study how my mood changes so quickly that i almost can't realize it... one moment i'm happy and the following one i fell the most depressed person in the world... one moment i'm going to call her and a few moments later i feel so satisfied to be single... i think that the truth is that i don't need and don't want to get engaged to someone in this moment... i've understand that i have put my life apart during the last year and it's time to learn how to manage my existence a bit better... i only hope that the lunatics in my head will let me work as fine as i want...
hehe... i love Pink Floyd...

The lunatic is on the grass
The lunatic is on the grass
Remembering games and daisy chains and laughs
Got to keep the loonies on the path.

The lunatic is in the hall
The lunatics are in my hall
The paper holds their folded faces to the floor
And every day the paper boy brings more.

And if the dam breaks open many years too soon
And if there is no room upon the hill
And if your head explodes with dark forbodings too
I'll see you on the dark side of the moon.

The lunatic is in my head
The lunatic is in my head
You raise the blade, you make the change
You re-arrange me 'till I'm sane.

You lock the door
And throw away the key
There's someone in my head but it's not me

And if the cloud bursts, thunder in your ear
You shout and no one seems to hear
And if the band you're in starts playing different tunes
I'll see you on the dark side of the moon.