it's such a strange sensation...
just like when you come at the end of a perfect day, and you're happy for what you've lived but you feel you don't want to live those things anymore... you just want to archive that experience...
i'm not sure if it's an usual thing... somtimes i feel i trace some targets during my life and, no matter if i change, i have to reach them... but when i do that i could have changed a lot and don't need those things anymore... i simply feel free from the chains i made to myself, ready to go on...
one door has closed behind me, but so many roads has just opened ahead... i'm having so many new experiences... i just want to try something different, listen to different music and live different lives...
it's not easy... sometimes i feel like who's trying to give up smoking... i know i have to go on, that it's better , that my past can only hurt me, but i'd like to come back to it... but it's still great to have the consciousness of been doing something right...
and after all i think i'll reach in winning this challenge, changing once again to get my life richer then ever...